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Clone J0972I awake to my thoughts being jumbled and my body feeling still, I must have slept wrong. I try to pull my hand up to my face to rub my eyes and feel cold metal against my wrist, my arm doesn't budge.
"Ah, you're awake. Good."
A female's voice rang in my ears, she sounded pleasant enough but I jolted with a start and my eye lids seemingly rip open, my eyes scouring the room pointlessly, every thing is blurry, I feel movement next to me and squint at my side,
"She should be awake shortly."
I hear the woman huff and tap something that sounds like glass, my eyes start to focus as I pull at my hands and legs, I'm strapped down to something, I squint harder and see white accrilic engulfing my body.
"Where am I?"
My voice is hardly my own, groggy, disoriented and stifled.
She says sounding annoyed,
My eyes widen as I feel a quick sharp pain in my arm and I attempt to jerk away, my body reacts slowly and hardly moves at all as she injects something into my ar
Never Felt a ThingYou take a blow to my already pounding head and keep on hitting. The funny thing is, I feel nothing. Nothing hurts anymore, my emotions are all gone. For a second I remembered that razor, silly and stupid isn't it? I thought to myself, that before if I had been in this same situation I would go straight to it. I sit and think as you continue to beat my head in, maybe it is a good thing after all? Hmmmm.... I wonder, I truly do. I feared you, everyday I tried not to make you mad, tried to help you through everything possible. Tired to get it to the point that I might lighten my own blow, which to you was more like a poke, but it hit the right spot apparently. I knew it would, I didn't mean for it to, it just happened that way. My family says they just want me to be happy, so this is what I thought I wanted, well halfway there anyway. Making me choose. You've drawn so much blood already and you keep beating, my skull is cracking now. I feel nothing. From shock? No, I knew this was coming
How FunnyHow funny it is to realize,
How hysterical it is to see,
The person I've fallen in love with,
Doesn't seem to be.
How I laugh at myself in misery
As I finally see
That the person I've fallen in love with
Is not right next to me
Now look at me
Tell me what you see
A person in love,
With a person, who doesn't exist anymore
A person in love with a person
Who no longer seems to be.
Crown of ThornsShe wakes up with red staining her pillow
and the taste of blood like iron in her mouth
It stains her teeth and leaks from her lips, and as she
rinses her mouth out, she can’t help thinking that
it’s better than dirt and ashes
it feels like she’s wearing a noose
of broken promises and shattered glass
that tightens around her throat with every day that passes
She nails a smile to her face
and doesn't let herself think the word dying
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